During this period I have lost the sight of what is truly important. I forgot what and why I was doing.
Instead of continuously taking care of myself, i lost the sight, routine and let the stress and than apathy to take over.
I need time to reassess what and why I need and how I will keep me engaged so that I do not lose this sight again.
I forgot that I am important. I forgot that I need to improve myself and not just my language abilities.
I got distracted by a growing discomfort and irritation I started to have against myself.
No wonder I turned into a distant person putting up the brave front and then rolling up a ball of emotions and worries. I was no longer in charge of myself. I need to change that.
